I just want back in your head.: people these... →
aoms: Drinking, sex, drugs, kickbacks, parties, these are what teens these days care about. Yeah it’s fun and some might think ’ cool ’ and all, but don’t act all cocky and stuck up saying that you go to all these parties and smoke weed, and think you’re better than everyone else. no. You might have…
Day 4: The worst day.
Probably the day before I had to turn my apps in. I literally had a breakdown from all the stress it caused and other problems just piling up. Up until 3 or 4 trying to finish it all, but failing. I felt like poop because the UC apps just reminded me of how useless and pathetic I was, how stupid I was. I seriously thought of just going to a CC because I thought I ruined my life. That was probably...
This was going to happen sooner or later. Should have seen it coming. But I will be fine. I have to be. I’ve been through this before. Countless of times. It’s just another obstacle course. I’ll be happy. And on my own this time. You, well you. You are now free to do whatever you want. Have fun. I’ll be fine.. Right?
Maybe it is over, and I was just blinded because I didn’t want it to be. I don’t want it to be..
My dream journal is straight up bullshit. I only recorded 3 of my dreams. Haha so now I’m making shit up. It’s so lame, and full of LIES. Haha, it’s great. :)
the feeling you get when you see your friends are...
leanana: dearclosestfriend: ALL THE TIME LOL
Day 3: The best day.
I think the best day was when I finally turned in my UC apps. November 30, 2010. Hahaha. It was great. All the stress was gone, and now all I have to do is wait. It took a huge weight off my shoulders and now I’m finally free like a bird. Muaha. I’ve been cruising through school ever since. :3 It’s amazing.
There’s a Ramune in my fridge downstairs but I can’t drink it because it’s a present for someone…. I’m so tempted to drink it. My temptations are so strong that I just might. :(
Day 2: Relationship(s).
Mmmm. Family wise, our relationship has gotten better. There still are plenty of fights, arguments, and screams. But it’s still getting better I guess. Friends, my best friends. I love them. I would not have survived this year without them. :) Boyfriend-wise… Mmm, had two this year. The first one was on and off but it ended in March. Still friends though! Annnnnd currently with...
I like how my mom is shoving the newspaper in my face about how the last guy I dated got into a prestigious university and is going into the Olympics and yadda yadda yadda. And how he’s so amazing and smart. I don’t give a shit. -_- Talk about annoying.
Day 1: A few things you will never forget in 2010.
I don’t even remember the beginning of this year. There was a lot of good and bad. But here it goes: Sneaking out the car for the first time. Skinny dipping for the first time. Heartbreak and heartache. My birthday :D The late night talks with the one guy I never thought I would be with. Going “clubbing.” The sleepovers with Patrick. Had one of the most memorable summers...
I miss my boytoy. :((((
You’re the drug I got addicted.
The people that want each other the most never...
Dexter is so exciting. :D
No girl believes she’s beautiful, until a guy comes along and makes her feel...– Mishelle (via sayyourpeace)
I'm now officially scared.
Someone just screamed my name outside my window and I looked outside and there was no one there. :((
Paranoid to the max.
I’m watching Dexter and a Private number called me. He dialed the wrong number so he asked what the number he called was and I told him. What if it’s some psychotic serial killer who plans these things out and tries to find where I live. :o I’m scared that he’s gonna come and murder me now.
Minnie Riperton- Loving You
I have never been so scared in my life.
If you’re dumb enough to do it, then you’re not worth it. The only way I get through my Friday nigts.
Great, I’m sick. Right before Winter Break. Whatever. I just hope Winter Break won’t disappoint me. I’m setting really high expectations, but I probably shouldn’t. It just kinda sucks that I’ll barely get to see the love, but it’s okay. The consequence of being 17 and not having my license or car. Good news is that I get my license on the 15 of JANUARY! :D!...
It’s really hard to have a relationship without a car. Honestly. So close to just giving up.
Soooo on my itouch like a champ. ;) Too bad it’s the one without the camera. Oh we’ll, just happy I have one. :D Now I’m studying for Government. And then ktfo’ing. Will someone teach me how to beatbox!? We’re rapping tomorrow. Lol. I know. Funniest thing you’ve ever heard/read. Kbai.
Is it bad?
I was watching Keeping Up With the Kardashians, and it was the charity boxing episode, and I just got really mad. Hahaha. Like I wanted to box someone and beat the shit out of them. Especially the guy who fought Rob. Cause… I’m in love with him and he hurt my Rob. Hahaha. I hate my life. I have an Econ test to study for and I’m doing this. Anyways, just in a really angry and...
Words can’t even express how happy you make me. :)
I don't understand
why people don’t understand that I need some time alone when I’m mad. Really? I don’t like to talk to people when I’m mad, frustrated, sad, etc. So leave me alone. Geezus. At times like these, I wish I was all alone on an island where friends, family, and boyfriends didn’t exist. I know, what a downer.
I’m so pooped. Made some really good chicken wings with Sasha, Viva, and Patrick. Now I’m gonna chilll in my bed and catch up on my shows. I’m so drained. Good day at school, awkward meet up, and now sleep. :)
Hey, I’m failing my Stats test tomorrow. Feel free to shoot me in the face. Kbai.
Ahhhh. I thought things were supposed to get easier after college apps, but it’s slowly getting harder. How stupid of me to think such a silly thing. I’ve been working my ass off today to try to study for the Psych test tomorrow. It would have been helpful if my teacher lectured us on the chapter instead of having the class teach it. So now I am royally screwed up the asshole for this...
I’m really sad :( I miss my dog. A lot. :( I want my Mochi back. Sad face.
Ron Pope- A Drop In the Ocean
dextron: Amazing wedding!!
I’m finally content with my life. Actually more than content. Just plain happy and I couldn’t ask for more! Satisfied with life, school, and friends. What else do I need? The one thing I do hate though is my damn acne! When will it go away :( The stress has been taken off so go go go go go away and have sex on someone else’s face. Puease.
Lupe Fiasco- Never Forget You (Feat. John...
I slept the whole day away. Haha. Much needed though. I’ve been so tired. Now I’m about to hit the shower and go work on my Gov project. How fun. And then the same thing tomorrow. I’m gonna paint my nails again today. My favorite gold sparkly one! Yayers. Okay, I need to shower.
Murs- Break Up Patrick showed me this song. It...
When you don't answer my text messages.
Inside: Outside: I just had to… Story of my life. And Angelica’s. And Viva’s. And Sasha’s.
Life seems a lot better now that I don’t have college apps to worry about. Too bad I picked the worst day to miss school. Oh whatever. I only have to go to periods 1,2, and 7 tomorrow. Lucky me! Had absolutely no homework today, it was bliss! But I still spent the whole day at the library, because well, I’m a dork. Now I’m just chillin’ at Viva’s house, a bit annoyed...
Okay, studying for Econ now and then fall into deep sleep and dream about holiday popcorn and white chocolate. :)